MUHD FITRI (MAMAT)

today, im hangout with mamat, die bwk ak ke tasik, so sweet! then , kiteorg ckp psl mslh kiteorg, ksudhanye, kiteorg buke buku bru dan mlupekan ape shj yg pena brlku, n i promise with him that i will change my attitude, i want to be like eka that first time i meet him, mamat doesn't like my attitude right now, hmm, i hope i can change my attitude, ilysm dear! muah2. n thanks because u still trust n love me,.

stil can forget eyrol n want to learn how love mamat.

argh! why i can forget him although mamat always contact me, hurm, if i have a fairytale, i will wish i want to never meet him n i want to love mamat. dear! i'm so miss you n i don't know why i can't forget you, you to special for me, i want to hug you n i really want to hear you loughing, i still remember one day you say :
syg , u jgn tggal an i k, i syg sgt kat u, i pleaze,, jgn tggl kan i, i nk jge u smpai bbile. i love you so much, ( then he kiss me).
why you leave me after that you say to me! why must you leave me, i really love you , i can't lie myself, i don't know what to do right know, my heart is broken !

LOVE IS LIKE WAR,
EASY TO START,
HARD TO END.
IMPOSSIMBLE TO FORGET.

15 otc 2010 :'(

i n him is over yesterday, on evening, when i hang with mamat my exboyfriend, mamat have received 1 new messange from eyrol.
WEYH, KALO KO NAK BTINE(that mean me) 2 KO AMEK LAH WEHY, KO TA PYH LA SMPAI NK KCO TIME TIDO AK, KO TA PYH TAU APE YG AK DA UAT AT DIE , SKRANG KO DA DPT BTINE 2 KAN, KO JGN CNTACT AKU LGI!
when i read that messange , i cry, then mamat say :
sbenarye klo nk tau, eyrol tu juz nk game an die, huda yg sroh eyrol game die sbb huda bngang at die, eyrol sdry yg ckp at org , ary2 org kol die, 2 la pkwe yg die snjong smpai sggop tggl an org kan?
i don't know why eyrol 'game' me, i really love him , patotla skrng ni prangai die bruba, he doesn't like eyrol at the first tme we meet, now i couple back with my ex , mamat, he is my truly love, he still can accept me altouhg i have do wrong 3 time at him, now, im try to forget eyrol in my life,
12 : 51. eyrol call me.
u : hello
i : hello ( masih mamai2)
u : weyh eyrol da ta ade at kl tau die da pgi trengganu, ak ni kwn eyrol , Jonny .ko nak ckp pape tak?
i : hah! bile die pegi,
u : tadi,
I : hurm,, feeling want to cry, ko krim slm jela at die, okay?
u : hurm, okay
why after he heart my feeling he go far away from me, right now, i stil miss his loughing , his smilling, his hand n i miss all about him, why must i missing someone that i really love, why did he leave me like that, does't he know i really love him, i hope after this he can tc of himself because i can't tc for him because he not for me n i not for him, but i want he know i stil can forget our memories, miss u syg.

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hmmm,, arini patot yer jmpe eyrol tpi ta jdi plak sbb die yg cncel an sdg an die yg ajk. cm bodo je o. nape skang die dah bruba arh ta macm dlu! oo,, i want i eyrol back , i want eyrol at first time i meet him. sampai skang die ta cntact , bz sgt ke die o die ta pelu an ak lagi, hmm, i feel lonely although i have bf.. i miz u eyrol :'(

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